xiaogui poster! woohoo!~ *late post*

on the 19.08.2009!

it's an wednesday,

slept at 11plus yest,

was rather early, yeahhh!~

am the first to reach bishanMRT,

was shock too! HAHA

it's been a long time since i waited for them wor, hee! ;p

lesson as per normal,

2breaks today as it's WEDNESDAY!

chicken rice for my breakfast/lunch..

2nd break, we didn't went to eat,

stay inside the comp room and do our own things..

&&& cassandra pass me xiaogui poster! thanks so muchie! /\/\

was shock okay, didn't know he will have poster, hahaha

and also, thanks layyen for telling cassandra that the magazine got the poster, haha

overheard it, keke!

&&& below is the poster i'm refering to..

TA-DANG!~

 

1o'clock,

CMB lesson,

and our group have to present ppt!

so scary and damn nervous lor,

and i know i'll speak like a machine gun! HAHA

i simply just read thru from the ppt,

i dont know what to say ah!~

all of us was like damn nervous lor, hahaha

wont forget the expression of ours, hohoho!

school ends,

went to look for MrFaris,

and went to have our lunch after that..

eat-ed,

home-ed at 5plus nearly 6pm..

rest-ed,

bath-ed,

TV-ed & lappy-ed..

ended!

byebye!~

now, i know what's my position is in your heart.

i'm just too navie to think that it has change for the better. but, now i know, it's not.

everything is still the same, hurts is still there, dissapointment is still there.

what i did was always not noticed.

what you did to me, what you say to me,
has already hurt me deep in my heart, without your knowing.

i'd rather not know what you did to me.

know it, it's just like another hurts add on into my heart.

did rather not know anything, than knowing everything you did.

the kindda of feeling really sucks, you know?

crying in the night, thinking of what you treat me as, really really hurts me.

feel that i'm just like a person, who you can make use of?

i hope it's NOT!

sometimes, you're not like this, but sometimes, you're like this.

the way you treat me, can you do it in a way that i wont know?

i really dont know how long more i can keep this relationship of ours. been trying since when?

i dont really know it myself too. i've get enough hurts. T_T

-DISSAPOINTEDteoyuqin.