therandom.

letshanditovertotheword; continue,

ratherthanthinkingbacktheolddays. (;

how i wish i can ask myself to open up my heart and pour the unhappy things out.
but i just dont have the 'security' to entrust my problems to someone, even to my families.

this is me, been trying hard to tell myself to share with someone,
but, perharps that someone has not shown up.
or perharps, this is me, the original teoyuqin, that tells no one bout her problems.

keeping it inside my heart for a very long time,
and i feel so terrible, miserable sometimes.

but luckily, things changed somehow, im glad enough, seriously (:
just hope that things wont turn back like how it took place...

ijustwanttoenjoyandbehappy, and that's really enough, god.

grant me this wish and i'll say tyvm.